Friday, October 27, 2017

Nathan diary

Can't wait to talk to mommy again she's going to call soon , the phone started ringing so I ran towards the phone that's hanging on one of the wall of the kitchen on the other side, I collected myself and answered the phone and accepted the call Mommy: hi Nathan Me: hi Momma Mommy: how are you baby ? Me: I am good and you ? Mommy: happy to hear you are doing great I am good too Me: momma Mommy: yes Nate ? Me: momma I miss and love you so much I wish I can hug you. Mommy: love and miss you too I have to go but will call you later today read the other letter that I sent you when you get it ok , have a good day . Me: momma I always read the letters and look forward to reading them , I know you have a way to send them which I am glad to read your letters . Mommy: I know you don't really understand how I send you the letters but I am happy to know that you know I have way ok mommy has to go now ok mommy has to do some more tasks and work out a little bit more , love you Nate Me: love you too momma. My heart is so happy that I been talking to my momma , can't wait to till the mail gets here so I can read momma letter , Baby Tony talked to here last night too he said he will look out for me ,I miss my son and other nephew I know they are good and baby Tony just wanted to stay with me he went on the trip for a few days before deciding he wanted to come back and not leave me alone , I sorted out the mail and I opened momma`s letter Dear Nathan I hope you are doing good . I Love and miss you so much can`t wait to see you soon and we can do what ever you want to do, my heart is filled of joy I enjoy our phone conversations , oh yes before I forget I sent you this chocolate bar I know have much you love chocolate , the other one is for Baby Tony tell him I cant wait to see him too . Love mama I held the letter to my heart and smiled , than I let Baby Tony read the letter , we need to get some more groceries and prepare for momma visit he said to me , yes we do cause soon can be real soon with momma this stays between me and you on else our family or friends finds out ok I said to \Baby Tony as I pulled him into a hug ok uncley he said oh momma wants to speak to you again when she calls back later I said to him , oh I love talking to her hopefully she really did change but I will look after you if anything cause we need to be careful Baby Tony said to me , I know I said to him. At 6:30 pm the phone started to ring I answered the phone the automatic voice came on do you want to expect the phone call for Federal Correctional Institution, Yazoo City , I said yes , oh yes momma is in the federal state prision of Mississippi, than a few seconds later mommy’s voice came on , than I passed the phone to Baby Tony after talking with mommy . I grabbed a sheet of blank paper, and a pencil and started writing the grocery list, me and Baby Tony together said goodnight and love you to momma . Me and Baby Tony gather snacks and drink and our dinner , went to the movie room . We watched movies after movies , and half past 1 we gathered out mess and took the dirty dishes to the kitchen and loaded up the dishwasher and threw out the trash and took out the garbage cans , brushed our teeth and and went to bed .

Thursday, February 2, 2017

Nathan's Diary

I watched as Baby Tony ,put the clean sheets on the bed. I started thinking about my mom I am having flash backs about the stuff she put me and dad through and she lied to dad  said that she wanted them to worked it out  and wanted me and her to have a stable mother and son relationship , she didn't mean the stuff she said to me and the stuff she did .  I caught mommy doing stuff you are supposed  to do with your husband or wife with other men a few times I didn't said anything to them I just would go and went the other side of the house with Jordan and buried my head on his fur and waited for uncle Rony since I would call him or one of our friends depending on who was in charge of me  man I miss her so much .

Are you ok ? Baby Tony asked me yes I am ,nephew I said to him , ok just making sure that you are good ,he said to me as he  hugged me , I love you Baby I said to him , love you too Nate , Baby Tony said back .

I left the room and headed downstairs , and opened the front door , beauitful day here in Detroit , I felt something fluffy rubbed aganist my legs , ok its either Jordan or Tony and Nathan or all three dogs so I looked down , yes its all of them.

Baby Tony do you want to go for a walk ? I asked him , sure I do , he said happily as he petted the dogs . 

I talked to mom and than went to bed happy I got to talk with her