Nathan's diary

Goodnight Russia  , I said to my fans after signing autographs and taking pictures with them . 

I got inside of the limousine, now I'm on the way to the airport. I can't wait to go home and relax . 

 

After over 12 hours on the plane finally we landed , and I slept the whole plane ride and I am energized plus it's morning time over here in the U.S. so I am going to start planning where we are going on vacation . Yay I am with my sons already . I missed you guys so much I said to them after our little group hug I went to take a shower so I can go out to eat with my family . 💙

Little Nate Short !

Nathan's Dairy

I'm father , being a dad is so much fun , at times it's hard but hey I get my daddy who is the reason why I am the man that I am today , I love him , he's a great father , he always took his time to always ask me if I was ok or I needed to talk , every important men in my life made sure that I was ok , I also have my two best friends. I have young father or new fathers whom are my fans and friends come to me asking me for advice and help , I feel good about that .

I love my sons , God have given me the biggest blessings in life that is me being a father ! 

Little Nate Shorty !

 

Nathan's diary

I just finished my last show of my tour , here in New York , Candy called me before the show , yeah she is heading to the jungle of South Africa , so basically that was our last content, man wish you could use a phone in the jungle I understand tho because she is working , I don't worry much because a she is with Sandy , mama , b she is very faithful to me as I am faithful to her . 

Well I am not alone T , J are with me , along side with our dads , the kids . 

After signing autographs, taking pictures with my fans , I turned around, said I love you so much my sweet New Yorkers , New York . 

I had small interview now I also have interviews before a show , after a show , well interviews are apart of the career . 

I said a small prayer with my crew , I said good night to everyone, Shorty I thought you said that you were hungry dad is me , oh yeah I did said that , causing everyone to laugh a little . 

After eating , brushing my teeth , saying good night to everyone I headed to the back of the bus , settled down in bed , closing the red, black bed curtain , I moved towards the wall because I love sleeping next to the wall , just as I got comfortable , I felt the currtians opening , and my sons , nephews appeared, yes I am letting sleep with me after they got comfortable, I started drifting off to sleep , I was able to fall asleep after asking Baby Marshall if he can get dad , after thanking him I finally fallen asleep , knowing that I has all of the persons I want here !

Little Nate Shotti !

Nathan`s Diary

Am I hyper right now , I get that way when am I sleepy so dad makes sure or who ever am I staying with fit in a nap schedule for me, I`m running around so uncle Em is babysitting . It`s a chasing game I hide under his bed once he was out of the room which he checked his closet than his bathroom so the coast is clear I feed like my foot was on fire ! I ran down the stairs , went to the hallway that`s a foot away from the staircase , its facing it too , I kinda saw Em`s shadow so I headed towards the kitchen , hide in the cupboard , I thought I was safe um nope I ain`t Em open the cupboard , smiled , said you know um ok you gonna take yo" nap shorty as he was reaching his arms so I could get down, I gave up , just let him carry me , I felt my eyes shutting so I closed them , feel asleep like a true homey !
Lil Nate Shotti (Shorty) 

Nathan`s Diary

I put my black fitted on and threw the hood from my baggy black sweater over my head and zipped up the sweater and stuffed my Iphone and welt in the pockets .

Well after my performances ! I went on tour earlier and so am I wrapping it up here in New York !

I am in Madison Squares Garden !

Me and my crew said a little prayer like we always do before every performances.

I am hooked up to my mic pack and homey g turn it on for me and we went under stage , rapped and sang and dance .
We got back to Detroit , headed up to Detroit City where the last performance of Survivor Brain Washed Tour !

As always we prayed ! I used to be the type of kid that would always think the sky was falling . Why am I so differently wired am I a martian? What kind of twisted experiment am I involved in ? Cause I don`t belong in this world!
Then I rapped
Brain Washed !

Why I am so brain washed ?!

I am so brain washed , mama made me brain washed so brain washed I let myself get brain washed by my mom !

I crowd surfed which by the way I love to do to in every concerts I

Then the last two
raps are deep !

this twisted twisted war I am in between myself is too weird and twisted why someone tell me why I am in this twisted war twisted war ! Twisted twisted war !

Yeah am I tough but I cry homies cry we are humans and have feeling I see the tear drops hitting the ground . The world can be harsh and cord but yeah I do cry and I fake smile !
I see all of my fans crying and rapping along !

Yes I shed a few tears real boys cry ! Uncle Em and my crew hugged me

Me and my crew sighed autographs and took some more pictures with our loving fans !

My best friends through out the tour were by my side like always .

Nathan`s Diary

I put the clothes that I fold earlier in my bookbag and I also made sure my notebooks were inside and pens too ! Yup there are in there . I slipped my black and red beats over my head and letting them neatly rest on my shoulders and I stuffed the changer of my headphones and my Iphone .

 I put on the black fitted I borrowed from my brother Em yup dad`s friend and my big brother have the same name awesome I know right! 

 I pulled the hood of the sweater I wearing over my head and I has my sunglasses on ! 

 Alright I looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself this is it I am going on a trip and no one can`t stop me from going .

I left the room and went downstairs and left Em a note with a smiley face


:) saying going out peace out homie yo !

from: shottie

I left it on the light brown desk in his home office and left .


I am not turning back I am going to New York City !

I  went to Aaron`s house to pick up Jordan he`s at Aaron`s house playing with Diamond !

I hooked the lash`s to his collar and headed to the airport !

And I said to Aaron the pilot who flys the many private planes dad and me have !

I left a voicemail to Em .

We landed in New York !

And I got a call back from Em saying to wait for him that`s he`s coming to get me and take me and Jordan back to Detroit !

But why ?! I asked him and he said because I am taking care of you !

I hung up and put my Iphone in my pocket and thanked Aaron for fling me and JOrdan over here .

I did a little bit of shopping and picked up dinner for me and Jordan stake and fries ! Oh and of course water for Jordan I packed his other water bowl it`s blue with diamonds he loves bling bling just like me !


Oh boy Em`s here we stayed In New York for the night I told him I wanted to stay because it`s vacation for me as fro my dad and brothers and uncle are on a cruise !

Em and me sayed for a couple of days and headed back !


I know you miss them you know they will be back you know !
 and you have your best friends Jordan and Tony !

Oh yeah ok !


I hugged him !

I wrote a poem about my dog (Jordan)

Jordan is fluffy and his fur keeps me warm when I lay my head on him

and does many tricks and he looks like a white fluffy pillow when he needs a hair cut !

 He loves it when I put clothes on him when his hair is short !

weeks and weeks passed  by !

 dad and the gang returned !

I brushed my teeth and said my goodnight prayers with dad , said waited for my brother Em and his wife Kim  they were saying they prayers so I went to Michael`s room and he was done praying so I hugged him and said goodnight and ran back to where Kim and Em are staying said goodnight to them ! They are spending the night !

I went back to dad`s room and climbed into bed and said goodnight to him and he said goodnight baby boy !

The last thing I saw before falling asleep was dad !

Nathan's Diary

Dad is a little bit sleepy so he just sat on the couch and he looks like he is about to dose off ! He said  its a good time to take a nap isn't it shorty ? ! I smiled at him and dad was just staring at me !  Next thing I know dad was knocked out I just looked at uncle M I said well since dad is napping let's go to the mall and he said I could use any of his credit cards for anything I wanted ! OK ! Know u ?! Uncle M loves to say u know just like dad does . I went over to the other side of the living room to get dad's wallet and of course his sweater which is next to him I covered him up with the blanket that's on the couch and took his hat and black air Jordans off . I put them on since I can borrow anything from him dad said ! Me and uncle M got to the mall we went to sneakers heaven I looked around and pointed to the sneakers that I wanted to Mr. Shawn so he can get them in my size ! I turned around to face uncle M and only to find dad next to him I said daddy you came ! I hugged him yay dadi ! 
Mr. Shawn  came back with the sneakers I wanted I paid for them with dad's golden card ! I bought a couple of shirts and shorts and jeans !

We ate pizza and Chinese and Japanese food and we also signed a couple of pictures for our fans !

I brushed my teeth and said my prayers . And I went to bed and uncle M and dad are knocked out we all actually said our prayers together !

Uh um they are on my California king sized bed aye we are family !