Nathan`s Diary

I put my black fitted on and threw the hood from my baggy black sweater over my head and zipped up the sweater and stuffed my Iphone and welt in the pockets .

Well after my performances ! I went on tour earlier and so am I wrapping it up here in New York !

I am in Madison Squares Garden !

Me and my crew said a little prayer like we always do before every performances.

I am hooked up to my mic pack and homey g turn it on for me and we went under stage , rapped and sang and dance .
We got back to Detroit , headed up to Detroit City where the last performance of Survivor Brain Washed Tour !

As always we prayed ! I used to be the type of kid that would always think the sky was falling . Why am I so differently wired am I a martian? What kind of twisted experiment am I involved in ? Cause I don`t belong in this world!
Then I rapped
Brain Washed !

Why I am so brain washed ?!

I am so brain washed , mama made me brain washed so brain washed I let myself get brain washed by my mom !

I crowd surfed which by the way I love to do to in every concerts I

Then the last two
raps are deep !

this twisted twisted war I am in between myself is too weird and twisted why someone tell me why I am in this twisted war twisted war ! Twisted twisted war !

Yeah am I tough but I cry homies cry we are humans and have feeling I see the tear drops hitting the ground . The world can be harsh and cord but yeah I do cry and I fake smile !
I see all of my fans crying and rapping along !

Yes I shed a few tears real boys cry ! Uncle Em and my crew hugged me

Me and my crew sighed autographs and took some more pictures with our loving fans !

My best friends through out the tour were by my side like always .

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I put the clothes that I fold earlier in my bookbag and I also made sure my notebooks were inside and pens too ! Yup there are in there . I slipped my black and red beats over my head and letting them neatly rest on my shoulders and I stuffed the changer of my headphones and my Iphone .

 I put on the black fitted I borrowed from my brother Em yup dad`s friend and my big brother have the same name awesome I know right! 

 I pulled the hood of the sweater I wearing over my head and I has my sunglasses on ! 

 Alright I looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself this is it I am going on a trip and no one can`t stop me from going .

I left the room and went downstairs and left Em a note with a smiley face


:) saying going out peace out homie yo !

from: shottie

I left it on the light brown desk in his home office and left .


I am not turning back I am going to New York City !

I  went to Aaron`s house to pick up Jordan he`s at Aaron`s house playing with Diamond !

I hooked the lash`s to his collar and headed to the airport !

And I said to Aaron the pilot who flys the many private planes dad and me have !

I left a voicemail to Em .

We landed in New York !

And I got a call back from Em saying to wait for him that`s he`s coming to get me and take me and Jordan back to Detroit !

But why ?! I asked him and he said because I am taking care of you !

I hung up and put my Iphone in my pocket and thanked Aaron for fling me and JOrdan over here .

I did a little bit of shopping and picked up dinner for me and Jordan stake and fries ! Oh and of course water for Jordan I packed his other water bowl it`s blue with diamonds he loves bling bling just like me !


Oh boy Em`s here we stayed In New York for the night I told him I wanted to stay because it`s vacation for me as fro my dad and brothers and uncle are on a cruise !

Em and me sayed for a couple of days and headed back !


I know you miss them you know they will be back you know !
 and you have your best friends Jordan and Tony !

Oh yeah ok !


I hugged him !

I wrote a poem about my dog (Jordan)

Jordan is fluffy and his fur keeps me warm when I lay my head on him

and does many tricks and he looks like a white fluffy pillow when he needs a hair cut !

 He loves it when I put clothes on him when his hair is short !

weeks and weeks passed  by !

 dad and the gang returned !

I brushed my teeth and said my goodnight prayers with dad , said waited for my brother Em and his wife Kim  they were saying they prayers so I went to Michael`s room and he was done praying so I hugged him and said goodnight and ran back to where Kim and Em are staying said goodnight to them ! They are spending the night !

I went back to dad`s room and climbed into bed and said goodnight to him and he said goodnight baby boy !

The last thing I saw before falling asleep was dad !

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Dad is a little bit sleepy so he just sat on the couch and he looks like he is about to dose off ! He said  its a good time to take a nap isn't it shorty ? ! I smiled at him and dad was just staring at me !  Next thing I know dad was knocked out I just looked at uncle M I said well since dad is napping let's go to the mall and he said I could use any of his credit cards for anything I wanted ! OK ! Know u ?! Uncle M loves to say u know just like dad does . I went over to the other side of the living room to get dad's wallet and of course his sweater which is next to him I covered him up with the blanket that's on the couch and took his hat and black air Jordans off . I put them on since I can borrow anything from him dad said ! Me and uncle M got to the mall we went to sneakers heaven I looked around and pointed to the sneakers that I wanted to Mr. Shawn so he can get them in my size ! I turned around to face uncle M and only to find dad next to him I said daddy you came ! I hugged him yay dadi ! 
Mr. Shawn  came back with the sneakers I wanted I paid for them with dad's golden card ! I bought a couple of shirts and shorts and jeans !

We ate pizza and Chinese and Japanese food and we also signed a couple of pictures for our fans !

I brushed my teeth and said my prayers . And I went to bed and uncle M and dad are knocked out we all actually said our prayers together !

Uh um they are on my California king sized bed aye we are family !

Nathan's Diary

I had a great day with my family and now I m off to bed . I prayed and brushed my
teeth and climbed into bed my dad came in and tucked me in and said goodnight and shut the lights off . My eyes started closing and then I felt something lick my hand it is Jordan I let him climb in my bed every night so he was telling me that he was there by licking my hand . He jumped on the bed and Jordan is asleep, I am wide awake, so I went to the other side of my room , turned on the desk lamp suddenly new rap lyrics started flooding my mind so I grabbed one of my lyrics notebook , before I knew it it was fillled with new lyrics and I grabbed my older lyrics notebook from way back when I started my career, wow I am successful, man I am proud of myself, I wrote so my rap songs , created movies with that I started feeling sleepy so I shut off the light , headed to bed , fallen asleep.

NATHAN`S DAIRY

THE CLOUDS ARE BLACK IN THE SKY . IT STARTED THUNDERING VERY BADLY AND LIGHTING TOO ! RIGHT AWAY I GATHERED MY STUFF AND PUT THEM IN A BASKET THAT WAS ON THE FLOOR AND I CALLED AFTER MY WHITE STANDARD POODLE JORDAN TO COME AND HE CAME AND WE BOTH WENT TO GO IN THE HOUSE MOM AND DAD WHERE THERE WAITING FOR ME AND JORDAN TO GET IN THE HOUSE AS DAD WAS CLOSING THE DOOR IT STARTED POURING AND DAD LOCKED THE DOOR AND PULLED THE BRIGHT RED DRAPES TOGETHER AND ME AND ME AND JORDAN THE REST OF THE FAMILY ALL SAT TOGETHER ON THE SOFA AND THE LIGHTS WENT AWAY SO I CUDDLE UP WITH JORDAN BECAUSE I WAS KINDA IF SCARED IF THE CRAZY THUNDERSTORM THAT WAS GOING ON BUT THEN AGAIN I DON`T NEED TO ME SCARED BECAUSE I HAVE GOD WITH AND MY FAMILY TOO ! SO I FORGOT ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON OUT OUT . AND MOM GIVE ME JORDAN`S RED HAIRBRUSH SO I CAN BRUSH HIS HAIR AND HIS RED BANDANNA SO I CAN PUT IT ON HIM . HE SAT CALMLY BUT A LITTLE SHAKY WHILING I WAS BRUSHING HIS VERY SOFT FUR AND THEN I SAT THE HAIR BRUSH DOWN AND TIED THE BANDANNA ON HIS HEAD . AND THAT MADE HIM SLEEPY SO HE LIED DOWN ON THE FLOOR AND CLOSED HIS EYES AND WENT TO SLEEP AND SO I TOO LIED ON THE FLOOR NEXT TO JORDAN WENT TO SLEEP TOO . THE WEATHER HERE IN RUSSIA CAN GET A LITTLE BIT CRAZY !
LIL NATE SHOTTI

NATHAN`S DAIRY

I M HAVING SO MUCH FUN ! I GOT TO GO TO MANY INTERVIEWS WITH I.T IS SO MUCH FUN WHEN THEY ASK MANY QUESTIONS TO HIM AND THEY WHEN INTERVIEW ME TOO  ! I WENT BACK TO RUSSIA I LOVE GOING THERE I LOVE SEEING ALL THE DIFFERENT PLACES THERE AND THE FOOD IS GREAT AND I GIT TO LEARN EVEN MO ABOUT MY FAMILY YO ! AND MY GANGSTAS AND HOMIES ARE TEACHING ME ABOUT ALL DA DIFFERENT PARTS AND FOODS IN RUSSIA ! I LOVE RUSSIA AND I LOVE PLAYING WITH THE RUSSIAN DOLLS MY FAMILY HAS FROM MANY MANY YEARS ! MY MOMMA AND DADDY SAYS I FIT PERFECTLY IN RUSSIA BECAUSE OF MY SHORT YELLOW BLONDE AND BABY BLUE/ HAZEL EYES I GOT MY LOOKS FROM DAD`S AND MOM`S SIDE OF THE FAMILY ! LIFE IS SO GOOD HOMEY I M SO HAPPY I GIT TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY ! :) LIL NATE SHOTTI 

Nathan's Diary

My Homeys and gangstas means so much .  They like my family its always fun to hang out with them . They are always there 4 me when I them the most  . Lil Nate Shotti